On the Samhain Cafe loop Maria Zannini (find her here: www.mariazannini.blogspot.com ) asked the question, what’s your writers story, you know, how you got started. I’m copying my story from another blog because I did the a few months ago at my other blog, the one where I’m someone else. LOL
How did I get here and why do I keep going?
It’s an interesting question and one I’m not sure I can answer well. You see I don’t know how I got here. Well I know how I got here, there’s my mum and my dad, and well you get the picture. I’m talking about how I became a writer and I’ll be honest, I haven’t got a clue. I’ve always done it. Whether stories, poetry or just random thoughts, I’ve always written. Now the question of how I decided that’s what I’d be when I grew up is confusing. I don’t recall making the decision, ever. But here I am tapping away at the keys of my computer and writing with pen and paper. Always. And if I’m not writing I’m thinking about writing. I’m always thinking. That explains why I don’t sleep very well and why I’m always tired, so why am I still here and why do I keep going? I guess it comes back to the always writing and thinking. At the risk of sounding insane, there are just too many people in my head. They’ve got to come out or I’ll be pulling out my hair and heading for the alcohol. I can be doing anything when scenes start rolling in my head, that’s what it’s like, I’ll suddenly have front row seats to someone else’s life. I don’t plan; in fact when I try to plan those pesky characters never go along with me. I’m sure they do it on purpose.
I guess the answer to why I’m still here is that I can’t not be here. It’s who I am and what I do and whether it ever leads me to publication remains to be seen but even if it doesn’t I’ll still be here. Writing. And even when life throws things at me that make me want to quit I know I’d never be able to because I’ll never be able to stop writing. I stopped for years when the kids were young and as soon as I started again it was like an avalanche, pouring out of me. Most of it was crap and will never find its way out of the bottom draw but it was the beginning of what was to be my trip down the publication road. The road is bumpy, has detours, potholes and all sorts of debris lying on it but I keep going. Through rain, hail, sleet and snow, and of course the wonderful sunshine. Even when I feel like I’m carrying the weight of the world and dragging my feet I keep going because no matter what gets in the way or what I have to carry with me the dream is always there. And without that dream I wouldn’t be me.
So I guess that raises the question of why I’m here, going by the name Rhian. That I can answer. I write so many different genres that I thought it would be really horrible to pick up a book with my name on it expecting a romantic suspense only to get and erotic romance. I’d hate to turn a reader off because they grabbed one of MY books instead of one of Rachel’s. If you think that’s confusing you should try to be me. LOL
Anyway, my CP Mari has written her story over at her website blog ( www.maricarr.com ) head over and check her tale out. No, not that tail, her writing tale!
And don’t forget to pop over to Maria’s blog and check out hers.
Rhian
***Edited: If you want to tell your tale and leave the link in my comments I’ll post them here in a few day.